definitly, noone will deny; i wanted an oportunity and i had one; i could talk to him, but noooooooo!!! why would i; i'm too old, too fat and too shy, and hopless to; well; it was all very funny, becouse just yesterday i thought: it would be great if i had a chance to chat... and what happens: i'm getting in a bus and there he is; i thought i'd die wright there and i could not stop laughing, but i didn't sit next to him.... marvellously; aaah well; i think i really don't earn to be given chances; i simple blow them all;
there are other more serious problems that are multipling and my stress level is increasing very fast; i think about my future job, my summer holidays- at home they are torturing me with questions like:when you're gonne get one?; and about being alone- which really freaks me out; so i'm shaking and blowing all oportunities; bye bye happiness.
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