poniedziałek, 30 stycznia 2012

Wonderland

I would like, just like Alice hide in a rabbit hole and never leave.
Where's my rabbit that will guide me to world through the Looking-Glass?
I'd like to find myself in a world where i don't need to worry about my lack of courage, where each imagination is possible, where cats can fly and Johny Depp is Mad Hatter and where White Rabit serves tea. There i would be self-confident. There would be open paths going nowhere. There would be danger that i can face. Stars would shine brightly and moon would be within reach; big, round and enchanting. Absolum would give me twisted advices and Mad Hatter would make me smile and dance. White rabbit would be hasten and i'd be chasing it without knowing why. And there would be no need to explain myself or thinking on and on: should i or shouldn't i do this?!. I could become small and hide under the leaf any time i feel blue. I'd have my own Mad Hatter who believes in me no matter what. I can imagine this long, long conversations with Caterppilar about universe and matters of utmost importance.
I'd like to let my imagination run. With no need of stoping.
I want my Wonderland. Where I'd just be myself and be happy. Where i wouldn't have to think whether to folow my heart or listen to voice of reason. Couse i'd know, just as Alice finally did: who i am and what am i doing on this world. :) Sooner or later i will find my "wonderland"

czwartek, 26 stycznia 2012

I am nowhere near perfect. 
I eat when I am bored. 
I fall for boys easily. 
I'm vulnerable to believing lies. 
I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile. 
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I am going through. 
I make up excuses for everything. 
I have best friends and enemies. 
I have drama and memories. 
(and thats life.) 
live it, love it...learn from it.