one dream

i don't know what have happened; but this Easter i felt something new; some new need, or instinct some may say; in brief: i want to be a mum; now i am sure! i always knew that i want to have baby, that one day i'll be mummy; but now.... it's all diferent; i never knew i could really, really crave baby; i felt it with every cell of my body; everything in me was screaming; i was shocked, still am; this Eater i found out my vocation: i'm gonne be mother; best of all; and wife loving and carieng for her family;
you may ask: where, why, when did i feel this.... well if i'm supose to be honest i must say that there is someone that inspired me.... before any questions appears: i don't have boyfriend and i don't know that "inspiration"  personally, but he definitly exist and he's totally my type; and i think thinging and looking at him might have helped; but still i can't say for sure; there is only one thing i'm sure of: i was made to be a mother, motherhood is my fulfilment;
well about english...whole weekend is in english...latly i even think in english...:)